Saturday, May 31, 2008
More Dream
Yup I had another dream, and I was having a political debate !
and i was taking about democracy and Shariah,, and about cultural idenitiy.
and I was talking to the Son of the Pharoah, not pharoah him self... in the past i ve had a dream where i talked to his wife.where i was very assertive. and as i mentioned before i beat him up in another dream back in 11th grade.. or was it 12th ? before I even had any idea about politics, Islam etc
whats cool,, is i woke after the dream remembering exactly what i said in the debate !
Im either seriously crazy..
Or am either going to do something insane
OR maybe something mind blowing Great.
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been taking a break from news.. seems much more relaxing!
am going to start reading about steroids soon.. do as much reading as I can..
enough baby play.
and i was taking about democracy and Shariah,, and about cultural idenitiy.
and I was talking to the Son of the Pharoah, not pharoah him self... in the past i ve had a dream where i talked to his wife.where i was very assertive. and as i mentioned before i beat him up in another dream back in 11th grade.. or was it 12th ? before I even had any idea about politics, Islam etc
whats cool,, is i woke after the dream remembering exactly what i said in the debate !
Im either seriously crazy..
Or am either going to do something insane
OR maybe something mind blowing Great.
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been taking a break from news.. seems much more relaxing!
am going to start reading about steroids soon.. do as much reading as I can..
enough baby play.
Friday, May 30, 2008
No Pain, No Muscle Gain
waaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
finally alhamdullelah, I am DONE wiz za fRReakin paapaarrzz,, want to paatay yaa?
I just came back few hours ago from the GYM.. the worked out sucked so much,, i didnt feel the pumptensial, cant blame myself been off the gym for quite some time, but good alhamdullelah to feel the blood rush..
i was bouncing my pecs to the beat.. just for fun. in Cairo seems a lot of the guys into techno, which is a load of rubbish most of the time, not that i listen to it..
i can move one at a time, and move them completly independant from each other..
I need like 2 weeks to be back to normal and perhaps inshaAllah another week to be pushing my limits with comfort..
I guess being on a mushy heart is also bad for lifting just as its bad for anything, like good ole rocky or bruce lee. and also it makes you lose your appateite so you cant even eat...
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I think i should watch some naruto...
and hajime no ippo.
and i hate to say this.. but i reaaallly miss my guitar.
I think inshaAllah i ll do that in janah. blaaaah.
rabi ighfir lee war7amni.
wa2anta 2ar7amu ara7imeeen.
finally alhamdullelah, I am DONE wiz za fRReakin paapaarrzz,, want to paatay yaa?
I just came back few hours ago from the GYM.. the worked out sucked so much,, i didnt feel the pumptensial, cant blame myself been off the gym for quite some time, but good alhamdullelah to feel the blood rush..
i was bouncing my pecs to the beat.. just for fun. in Cairo seems a lot of the guys into techno, which is a load of rubbish most of the time, not that i listen to it..
i can move one at a time, and move them completly independant from each other..
I need like 2 weeks to be back to normal and perhaps inshaAllah another week to be pushing my limits with comfort..
I guess being on a mushy heart is also bad for lifting just as its bad for anything, like good ole rocky or bruce lee. and also it makes you lose your appateite so you cant even eat...
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I think i should watch some naruto...
and hajime no ippo.
and i hate to say this.. but i reaaallly miss my guitar.
I think inshaAllah i ll do that in janah. blaaaah.
rabi ighfir lee war7amni.
wa2anta 2ar7amu ara7imeeen.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
وَمَنْ يَتَّقِ اللَّهَ يَجْعَلْ لَهُ مَخْرَجًا
وَيَرْزُقْهُ مِنْ حَيْثُ لَا يَحْتَسِبُ
وَمَنْ يَتَوَكَّلْ عَلَى اللَّهِ فَهُوَ حَسْبُهُ
إِنَّ اللَّهَ بَالِغُ أَمْرِهِ
قَدْ جَعَلَ اللَّهُ لِكُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدْرًا
And for those who fear Allah, He (ever) prepares a way out,
And He provides for him from (sources) he never could imagine.
And He provides for him from (sources) he never could imagine.
And if anyone puts his trust in Allah, sufficient is (Allah) for him.
For Allah will surely accomplish His purpose:
verily, for all things has Allah appointed a due proportion.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Our Days ahead to come..
DONE with a paper and a presentation alhamdullelah
I sooo,, kicked behind.
I was so confident and spoke like i owned the world alhamdullelah !
questions came up on me like punches and kicks only to be blocked as bones were broken.
think of a circle and a Wu Shu master in the middle with novice trying to get him :P
well not really.. most of the folks liked my paper. even though it was pretty assertive.
I was soo happy alhamdullelah!
even better !
After i went off to the library i saw a girl from summer 2006, we took a course together..
she was like.. eah dah ezayak!! MASS YOU CHANGED!.. i was like.. how ?
she s like well you... and then with her hands gestured that i got wider he3he3!
and said you became bigger..
SO im like.. yeah i went to the gym.. and flexed my biceps with a mini most muscular pose :S.. LOL. that sort of came natural lol.. and i havent slept much so make me excused :P
well back then i was like 76 kg maybe ???.. now am like 96ish maybe,, i need to check.. thats 20kg more he3 ..alhamdullelah..
I sooo,, kicked behind.
I was so confident and spoke like i owned the world alhamdullelah !
questions came up on me like punches and kicks only to be blocked as bones were broken.
think of a circle and a Wu Shu master in the middle with novice trying to get him :P
well not really.. most of the folks liked my paper. even though it was pretty assertive.
I was soo happy alhamdullelah!
even better !
After i went off to the library i saw a girl from summer 2006, we took a course together..
she was like.. eah dah ezayak!! MASS YOU CHANGED!.. i was like.. how ?
she s like well you... and then with her hands gestured that i got wider he3he3!
and said you became bigger..
SO im like.. yeah i went to the gym.. and flexed my biceps with a mini most muscular pose :S.. LOL. that sort of came natural lol.. and i havent slept much so make me excused :P
well back then i was like 76 kg maybe ???.. now am like 96ish maybe,, i need to check.. thats 20kg more he3 ..alhamdullelah..
Saturday, May 24, 2008
MULTI POLAR WORLD
The U.S is gonna probably really suffer economically.. and if MacCain wins and continues cowaboy policies then its probably over.... thats why it was probably smart for him to say war would be "won" by 2013... well the war is a big LOSS and it is probably going to be a huge jump for Iran if the U.S does pull out... but either ways under the radar of western media... Al Maleki Iraq prime minister signed an agreement which allows the U.S to basically stay in Iraq for as much as it wants.......
if Obama wins.. then maybe we ll see "some shifts" i dont expect anything drastic.. still the power relations in america are intact and the democrats and republicans not very different... well thats an opinion.. and the other seem to think.. NO.. there will be major shifts...
the U.S is going through a classical recession.. I am not much of an economic expert.. but i dont think it will kick back anytime soon....Oil prices are going to whoop up too.. so its even tougher..
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New Russian President (whatever his name is) just passed by China to meet the president there Hu Gun Tau ?... they condemed the U.S Missle sheild system and made some military agreements and Gas pipline deals and Oil too if am not mistaken
this pack is is basically the end of U.S Global hegemony....
with the economic suffering of U.S China will suffer too which gives Russia more room to grow.. however China is not going to let Russia grow too uch
basically what Russia and China are doing is objecting to the U.S world view and telling them to stay out of our back yard that is central Asia.... also to shape dealings with Iran and Kosovo.
India as made clear by its officials are not going to be played off by the U.S into going against China or Russia.. and also India is not going to comprimise any of the regional powers...
this is essentially India's reply to the American running candiate's advisors regarding "the democracy packt" which aims to divide the regional superpowers and maintain U.S hegemony.
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Its interesting how things will be in the Middle East with all this in mind.. it is still early for china or russia to influence anything.. but definatly for now will give more leverage to Iran..
I think "Political Islam" is going to surge very strongly Turkey is also heading in an Islamic direction.... and smartly
they are cutting business deals with Israel. they also doing smaller things (but many of them) like banning smoking in public areas..
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everyday things happen and the pace of political change is intense..
cant wait for more.............
bye bye USA.
if Obama wins.. then maybe we ll see "some shifts" i dont expect anything drastic.. still the power relations in america are intact and the democrats and republicans not very different... well thats an opinion.. and the other seem to think.. NO.. there will be major shifts...
the U.S is going through a classical recession.. I am not much of an economic expert.. but i dont think it will kick back anytime soon....Oil prices are going to whoop up too.. so its even tougher..
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New Russian President (whatever his name is) just passed by China to meet the president there Hu Gun Tau ?... they condemed the U.S Missle sheild system and made some military agreements and Gas pipline deals and Oil too if am not mistaken
this pack is is basically the end of U.S Global hegemony....
with the economic suffering of U.S China will suffer too which gives Russia more room to grow.. however China is not going to let Russia grow too uch
basically what Russia and China are doing is objecting to the U.S world view and telling them to stay out of our back yard that is central Asia.... also to shape dealings with Iran and Kosovo.
India as made clear by its officials are not going to be played off by the U.S into going against China or Russia.. and also India is not going to comprimise any of the regional powers...
this is essentially India's reply to the American running candiate's advisors regarding "the democracy packt" which aims to divide the regional superpowers and maintain U.S hegemony.
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Its interesting how things will be in the Middle East with all this in mind.. it is still early for china or russia to influence anything.. but definatly for now will give more leverage to Iran..
I think "Political Islam" is going to surge very strongly Turkey is also heading in an Islamic direction.... and smartly
they are cutting business deals with Israel. they also doing smaller things (but many of them) like banning smoking in public areas..
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everyday things happen and the pace of political change is intense..
cant wait for more.............
bye bye USA.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Am Hungry
I just orderd a burger and a hawt Dawg.. last time i had french fries.... ohhh i was about to brag but i just had it like a few months ago when i was off working out but before that maybe a a year ?.. i dunno i just stopped eating French (or freedom) fries they absolutly bad for you!
the guys whom come from the bigger chain resturants usually never say "salam aleykum"
they say "masaa2 el khair" which i DONT LIKE.. am pretty SURE they are instructed to say anything but "salam aleykum"
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I havent eaten a burger since that french fries day.. and i dont think i ll eat one in another 6 months or so... i think inshaAllah sooooon i ll use the testosterone booster which long has awaited as well as creatine,, i used creatine before good stuff.. but inshaAllah the hormonal blast would be of use..
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PRICE OF AN OIL barrel hit today 135$!!!
its suggested to reach 200$ by the end of this year,, the world is going on fire...
and good ole saudi is raising production...
Good for lebanon they reached an agreement
Pakistan makes truce with "pakistan Talibn" and govt forces pull out from pustun areas
Turkey hooking up israel with syria
major strikes in morocco
public transport strikes in france.
and more importantly Mass is still very hungry..
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When was the last time you opened the Quran?
وَإِذْ أَخَذْنَا مِيثَاقَكُمْ وَرَفَعْنَا فَوْقَكُمُ الطُّورَ خُذُوا مَا آتَيْنَاكُمْ بِقُوَّةٍ وَاذْكُرُوا مَا فِيهِ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَتَّقُونَ
ثُمَّ تَوَلَّيْتُمْ مِنْ بَعْدِ ذَلِكَ فَلَوْلَا فَضْلُ اللَّهِ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَتُهُ لَكُنْتُمْ مِنَ الْخَاسِرِينَ
And remember We took your Covenant and We raised above you (the towering height) of Mount (Sinai) (saying): "Hold firmly to what We have given you and bring (ever) to remembrance what is therein: perchance ye may fear Allah."
But ye turned back thereafter: had it not been for the Grace and Mercy of Allah to you, ye had surely been among the lost.
the guys whom come from the bigger chain resturants usually never say "salam aleykum"
they say "masaa2 el khair" which i DONT LIKE.. am pretty SURE they are instructed to say anything but "salam aleykum"
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I havent eaten a burger since that french fries day.. and i dont think i ll eat one in another 6 months or so... i think inshaAllah sooooon i ll use the testosterone booster which long has awaited as well as creatine,, i used creatine before good stuff.. but inshaAllah the hormonal blast would be of use..
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PRICE OF AN OIL barrel hit today 135$!!!
its suggested to reach 200$ by the end of this year,, the world is going on fire...
and good ole saudi is raising production...
Good for lebanon they reached an agreement
Pakistan makes truce with "pakistan Talibn" and govt forces pull out from pustun areas
Turkey hooking up israel with syria
major strikes in morocco
public transport strikes in france.
and more importantly Mass is still very hungry..
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When was the last time you opened the Quran?
وَإِذْ أَخَذْنَا مِيثَاقَكُمْ وَرَفَعْنَا فَوْقَكُمُ الطُّورَ خُذُوا مَا آتَيْنَاكُمْ بِقُوَّةٍ وَاذْكُرُوا مَا فِيهِ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَتَّقُونَ
ثُمَّ تَوَلَّيْتُمْ مِنْ بَعْدِ ذَلِكَ فَلَوْلَا فَضْلُ اللَّهِ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَتُهُ لَكُنْتُمْ مِنَ الْخَاسِرِينَ
And remember We took your Covenant and We raised above you (the towering height) of Mount (Sinai) (saying): "Hold firmly to what We have given you and bring (ever) to remembrance what is therein: perchance ye may fear Allah."
But ye turned back thereafter: had it not been for the Grace and Mercy of Allah to you, ye had surely been among the lost.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
aaaaarrrgGhhhhhhh
ALHAMDULLELAH am almost done with a paper i just have to write the conclusion and fix the footnotes !!! my brains is sooo fried
am so frieeed.. i cant think no more..... and still i have another paper... ARRGHH BRING IT ON..
Allah al musta3an!
aaaand i havent worked out for a while now! i look more like an underwearmodel than a big bad MuscleHead.
inshaAllah i shall start doing that again soon..
am so frieeed.. i cant think no more..... and still i have another paper... ARRGHH BRING IT ON..
Allah al musta3an!
aaaand i havent worked out for a while now! i look more like an underwearmodel than a big bad MuscleHead.
inshaAllah i shall start doing that again soon..
Time.
prophet Muhammad Sallah Allahu 3alayhi wa sallam said;
لا تزول قدما عبد يوم القيامة حتى يسأل عن عمره فيما أفناه وعن علمه فيم فعل وعن ماله من أين اكتسبه وفيم أنفقه وعن جسمه فيم أبلاه
(tirmithi said its saheeh)
That Allah will ask about;
1-your life in what you have finished it?
2-your knowledge, what have you used it for ?
3- your money what you have spent it in ? and how you optained it
4- your body, in what effort you have used it?
what caught my attention in this hadeeth is the your life ? some people live and die with no purpose at all, in fact they live like what Allah said about the kuffar
وَالَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا يَتَمَتَّعُونَ وَيَأْكُلُونَ كَمَا تَأْكُلُ الْأَنْعَامُ وَالنَّارُ مَثْوًى لَهُمْ
those who reject Allah will enjoy (this world) and eat as cattle eat; and the Fire will be their abode.
dont live a life of food sleep and messing about.....
لا تزول قدما عبد يوم القيامة حتى يسأل عن عمره فيما أفناه وعن علمه فيم فعل وعن ماله من أين اكتسبه وفيم أنفقه وعن جسمه فيم أبلاه
(tirmithi said its saheeh)
That Allah will ask about;
1-your life in what you have finished it?
2-your knowledge, what have you used it for ?
3- your money what you have spent it in ? and how you optained it
4- your body, in what effort you have used it?
what caught my attention in this hadeeth is the your life ? some people live and die with no purpose at all, in fact they live like what Allah said about the kuffar
وَالَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا يَتَمَتَّعُونَ وَيَأْكُلُونَ كَمَا تَأْكُلُ الْأَنْعَامُ وَالنَّارُ مَثْوًى لَهُمْ
those who reject Allah will enjoy (this world) and eat as cattle eat; and the Fire will be their abode.
dont live a life of food sleep and messing about.....
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Taking over the World and weird dreams
So remember the letus i mentioned in the post not before this one, but the one before that!. it wasnt washed !!!! and its EEEgept so thats like baaad.
im guessing thats why i got sick and threw up and nasty stuff.. but i guess its better than having my bros suffer..I got to eat the dirty shizzle first..
alhamdullelah..
I remember aaages ago before I was into the deen before i had any political consious, before i reeeally cared about anything really.. I had this dreeeam and it felt good...
I was in watania mall (the one in kuwait) and beating shnooge out of ... well.. an Arab Bresident.. yes he s still alive unfortunatly and seems in good health.. I was judo flipping him on the floor and kicking him ,, and shouting at him.. I cant realy tell if its a ru2ya but i dont think it was..
in Watania Mall I use to go and play counterstrike that network first person shooting game,, I was known as Slayer, and I use to kick behind.. my favorite gun was the AK lol... and i always dominated the killer list thing with my friend ( the guy who asked me for ayat from the Quran, May Allah guide him)
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i ve been having some weird funny dreams, I even had a dream about me going to a resturant where they had fried chicken and brock Lee (however you spell it ) spinish pie.. there was also this chubby woman and was almost seducing me,, for some reason.. well i didnt get to eat anything coz it was junk food and it was so high in calorie and low in macro nutrients lol am even on nutrition mode in my dreams.. somehow before all that there were security forces marching on the street to gather around a protest weird eh ?
,, up to a few years back i had everynow and then some dreams well ru2yas.. like hardcore pure ruyas that were no doubt from Allah pertaining this sister i fell in love with.. it was so tragic back then it was awful.. well ve been taking a bit lately ehm ehm.. and i dont feel consumed by those depressive feelings.. am so laxed out i think she s just going to give into the deeen..
Allah al musta3aaaan.
im guessing thats why i got sick and threw up and nasty stuff.. but i guess its better than having my bros suffer..I got to eat the dirty shizzle first..
alhamdullelah..
I remember aaages ago before I was into the deen before i had any political consious, before i reeeally cared about anything really.. I had this dreeeam and it felt good...
I was in watania mall (the one in kuwait) and beating shnooge out of ... well.. an Arab Bresident.. yes he s still alive unfortunatly and seems in good health.. I was judo flipping him on the floor and kicking him ,, and shouting at him.. I cant realy tell if its a ru2ya but i dont think it was..
in Watania Mall I use to go and play counterstrike that network first person shooting game,, I was known as Slayer, and I use to kick behind.. my favorite gun was the AK lol... and i always dominated the killer list thing with my friend ( the guy who asked me for ayat from the Quran, May Allah guide him)
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i ve been having some weird funny dreams, I even had a dream about me going to a resturant where they had fried chicken and brock Lee (however you spell it ) spinish pie.. there was also this chubby woman and was almost seducing me,, for some reason.. well i didnt get to eat anything coz it was junk food and it was so high in calorie and low in macro nutrients lol am even on nutrition mode in my dreams.. somehow before all that there were security forces marching on the street to gather around a protest weird eh ?
,, up to a few years back i had everynow and then some dreams well ru2yas.. like hardcore pure ruyas that were no doubt from Allah pertaining this sister i fell in love with.. it was so tragic back then it was awful.. well ve been taking a bit lately ehm ehm.. and i dont feel consumed by those depressive feelings.. am so laxed out i think she s just going to give into the deeen..
Allah al musta3aaaan.
Friday, May 16, 2008
My Bleeding Heart
yaah
still sore still a bit sluggish,
yesterday was reading news, and I came to see that California has legalised "homosexual civil unions" gay marriage ya3ni.. feeling a bit sick already from my tummy discomfort i almost threw up when i saw the pic of two old women french kissing each other.... weaa333
I remember ages ago when morality just seemed black and white, it was so comforting. its just wrong coz its wrong.. but then you grow up or perhaps get exposed to other "views" and everything seems so chaotic and discusting.. so I thought to myself and some how comfered myself that our FITRA is all the same...
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in a class on political islam, and i decided i will never take a class on political islam no more, coz simply i have stopped learning anything from such classes...no one knows rat poop. the level of discusstion is so simplistic and low i dont feel like im in a graduate class..
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I was thinking how the Ummah has never suffered like this before, and many of our brothers and sisters including myself feel like its almost the end of the world and the great battles before the day of judgment are about to take place.... well the thing is we arent the first people to think this or feel that way and many hunreds of years ago Muslimeen also felt like this... this sort of apocalyptic tendancy is self distructive and prone to failure as we build for a short period of time and expect something to happen to end all our suffering,,
perhaps we need to learn more about the signs of time ending, and even then we should not allow it to conflict with our judgment of dunya affairs... I feel much more could be done if a lot of the sincere bros and sisters get out of this mentaility of being a victim persecuted by the evil powerful forces of kuffr.
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of the pains I endure, the state of our Ummah just stabs me in the heart several times a day.. and before I sleep i somehow feel optimistic... and I just pray that I do something significat for this ummah and that I see a major positive change before I die.
still sore still a bit sluggish,
yesterday was reading news, and I came to see that California has legalised "homosexual civil unions" gay marriage ya3ni.. feeling a bit sick already from my tummy discomfort i almost threw up when i saw the pic of two old women french kissing each other.... weaa333
I remember ages ago when morality just seemed black and white, it was so comforting. its just wrong coz its wrong.. but then you grow up or perhaps get exposed to other "views" and everything seems so chaotic and discusting.. so I thought to myself and some how comfered myself that our FITRA is all the same...
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in a class on political islam, and i decided i will never take a class on political islam no more, coz simply i have stopped learning anything from such classes...no one knows rat poop. the level of discusstion is so simplistic and low i dont feel like im in a graduate class..
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I was thinking how the Ummah has never suffered like this before, and many of our brothers and sisters including myself feel like its almost the end of the world and the great battles before the day of judgment are about to take place.... well the thing is we arent the first people to think this or feel that way and many hunreds of years ago Muslimeen also felt like this... this sort of apocalyptic tendancy is self distructive and prone to failure as we build for a short period of time and expect something to happen to end all our suffering,,
perhaps we need to learn more about the signs of time ending, and even then we should not allow it to conflict with our judgment of dunya affairs... I feel much more could be done if a lot of the sincere bros and sisters get out of this mentaility of being a victim persecuted by the evil powerful forces of kuffr.
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of the pains I endure, the state of our Ummah just stabs me in the heart several times a day.. and before I sleep i somehow feel optimistic... and I just pray that I do something significat for this ummah and that I see a major positive change before I die.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
A DAY LOST
As-salamu aleykum
ahhhh, Yesterday
after a 5 day layoff coz of studies and stuff i went back to the gym and BENCH PRESSED VERY HEAVY, well after my shoulder injur last year i always took it easy but i guess alhamdullelah i can start pilling up the plates on the bar bell. eh? well am not the cool yet! inshaAllah..
i did 3 reps of 85kg barbell... which sucked blaahhh well i never pushed myself to the "limit" for such a long time so inshaAllah i should go up to 105 in the next 6 months or so or maybe a year Allah al musta3an... so whatever my wife's weight is should be able to bench press her inshaAllah he3333e3e3e333.. i did crazy biceps curling then xtreeeem forearm pumping had a a protein shake which i have like one skoop left ! :(.. precious amreeki bro6een, inshaAllah to come again min kuwait soo.n.. shower, salat. back home doing working on essay ! tuna essay again cook some meat..
before i slept i ate A LOT of meat and some green stuff letus we kedda and a BIG spoon, more like a scoooop of peanutbutter, i woke up feeling verrry sick like a few hours later,, i was like really warm and.... my tummy messed up.. i slept again and didnt feel like eating even though i was starving.. so i ate like 5 o clock after sleeping again :S (no uni today) i slept like all day my head feels heavy aahhh and after i woke up seems like the fat in my chest has like been severly reduced! i can feel my chest pushing against my biceps when i stand.
I should have been working on my paaper :( but i just dont have the head to it,, maybe i can type a few paragraphs inshaAllah before i hit the sack again ! for tommorrow..
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been watching some anime this time "yakitate" about this boy who is a baker, which is pretty good.
about many of these animes i love coz the theme of "never giving up" is always somehow inserted.. the characters always push themselves to acomplish things they value..
it may be tough, and painful to pursue things you dear but its even more painful to completley let go of them.. its less painful to try and fail than not to try out at all and forever be a failure. and as you keep trying, you will see the light at the end of the dark tunnel, and celebrate the joy after the hard work,,
it is true... no pain no gain !
ahhhh, Yesterday
after a 5 day layoff coz of studies and stuff i went back to the gym and BENCH PRESSED VERY HEAVY, well after my shoulder injur last year i always took it easy but i guess alhamdullelah i can start pilling up the plates on the bar bell. eh? well am not the cool yet! inshaAllah..
i did 3 reps of 85kg barbell... which sucked blaahhh well i never pushed myself to the "limit" for such a long time so inshaAllah i should go up to 105 in the next 6 months or so or maybe a year Allah al musta3an... so whatever my wife's weight is should be able to bench press her inshaAllah he3333e3e3e333.. i did crazy biceps curling then xtreeeem forearm pumping had a a protein shake which i have like one skoop left ! :(.. precious amreeki bro6een, inshaAllah to come again min kuwait soo.n.. shower, salat. back home doing working on essay ! tuna essay again cook some meat..
before i slept i ate A LOT of meat and some green stuff letus we kedda and a BIG spoon, more like a scoooop of peanutbutter, i woke up feeling verrry sick like a few hours later,, i was like really warm and.... my tummy messed up.. i slept again and didnt feel like eating even though i was starving.. so i ate like 5 o clock after sleeping again :S (no uni today) i slept like all day my head feels heavy aahhh and after i woke up seems like the fat in my chest has like been severly reduced! i can feel my chest pushing against my biceps when i stand.
I should have been working on my paaper :( but i just dont have the head to it,, maybe i can type a few paragraphs inshaAllah before i hit the sack again ! for tommorrow..
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been watching some anime this time "yakitate" about this boy who is a baker, which is pretty good.
about many of these animes i love coz the theme of "never giving up" is always somehow inserted.. the characters always push themselves to acomplish things they value..
it may be tough, and painful to pursue things you dear but its even more painful to completley let go of them.. its less painful to try and fail than not to try out at all and forever be a failure. and as you keep trying, you will see the light at the end of the dark tunnel, and celebrate the joy after the hard work,,
it is true... no pain no gain !
Monday, May 5, 2008
fat shedding no clue
am trying to lose fat but i dont really know what am doing or how am exactly am suppose to eat
seems like am losing a lot more muscle than i should be!
i think i ll pause that and try to eat like normal,, whatever that means to me.
i ll stop passing by for a while till am done with the papers coz the due is getting closer
gives me the power of your du3a
with you du3as combined i am captian Mass.
in a few weeks inshaAllah.
salam
seems like am losing a lot more muscle than i should be!
i think i ll pause that and try to eat like normal,, whatever that means to me.
i ll stop passing by for a while till am done with the papers coz the due is getting closer
gives me the power of your du3a
with you du3as combined i am captian Mass.
in a few weeks inshaAllah.
salam
Saturday, May 3, 2008
May Allah Curse Fir'aun.
Behold, thy Lord called Musa: "Go to the people of iniquity,
"The people of Fir'aun: will they not fear Allah?"
He said: "O my Lord! I do fear that they will charge me with falsehood:
"My breast will be straitened. And my speech may not go (smoothly): so send unto Harun.
"And (further), they have a charge of crime against me; and I fear they may slay me."
Allah said: "By no means! Proceed then, both of you, with Our Signs; We are with you, and will listen (to your call).
"So go forth, both of you, to Fir'aun, and say: 'We have been sent by the Lord and Cherisher of the Worlds;
"`Send thou with us the Children of Israel.'"
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(Fir'aun) said: "Did we not cherish thee as a child among us, and didst thou not stay in our midst many years of thy life?
"And thou didst, a deed of thine which (thou knowest) thou didst, and thou art an ungrateful (wretch)!"
Musa said: "I did it then, when I was in error.
"So I fled from you (all) when I feared you; but My Lord has (since) invested me with judgment (and wisdom) and appointed me as one of the Messengers.
"And this is the favour with which thou dost reproach me, that you hast enslaved the Children of Israel!"
Fir'aun said: "And what is the 'Lord and Cherisher of the worlds'?"
(Musa) said: "The Lord and Cherisher of the heavens and the earth, and all between, if ye want to be quite sure."
(Fir'aun) said to those around: "Do ye not listen (to what he says)?"
(Musa) said: "Your Lord and the Lord of your fathers from the beginning!"
(Fir'aun) said: "Truly your messenger who has been sent to you is a veritable madman!"
(Musa) said: "Lord of the East and the West, and all between! If ye only had sense!"
(Fir'aun) said: "If thou dost put forward any god other than me, I will certainly put thee in prison!"
(Musa) said: "Even if I showed you something clear (and) convincing?"
(Fir'aun) said: "Show it then if thou tellest the truth!"
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So (Musa) threw his rod, and behold, it was a serpent, plain (for all to see)!
And he drew out his hand, and behold, it was white to all beholders!
(Fir'aun) said to the Chiefs around him: "This is indeed a sorcerer well-versed:
"His plan is to get you out of your land by his sorcery; then what is it ye counsel?"
They said: "Keep him and his brother in suspense (for a while), and dispatch to the Cities heralds to collect,
"And bring up to thee all (our) sorcerers well-versed."
So the sorcerers were got together for the appointment of a day well-known,
And the people were told: "Are ye (now) assembled?
"That we may follow the sorcerers (in religion) if they win?"
So when the sorcerers arrived, they said to Fir'aun: "Of course, shall we have a (suitable) reward if we win?"
He said: "Yea, (and more), for ye shall in that case be (raised to posts) nearest (to my person)."
Musa said to them: "Throw ye that which ye are about to throw!"
So they threw their ropes and their rods, and said: "By the might of Fir'aun, it is we who will certainly win!"
Then Musa threw his rod, when, behold, it straightway swallows up all the falsehoods which they fake!
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Then did the sorcerers fall down, prostrate in adoration,
Saying: "We believe in the Lord of the Worlds.
"The Lord of Musa and Harun."
Said (Fir'aun): "Believe ye in Him before I give you permission? Surely he is your leader, who has taught you sorcery! But soon shall ye know! "But sure I will cut off your hands and your feet on opposite sides, and I will cause you all to die on the cross!"
They said: "No matter! For us, we shall but return to our Lord!
"Only, our desire is that our Lord will forgive us our faults, that we may become foremost among the Believers!"
[Shu3ara2 10-51]
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"The people of Fir'aun: will they not fear Allah?"
He said: "O my Lord! I do fear that they will charge me with falsehood:
"My breast will be straitened. And my speech may not go (smoothly): so send unto Harun.
"And (further), they have a charge of crime against me; and I fear they may slay me."
Allah said: "By no means! Proceed then, both of you, with Our Signs; We are with you, and will listen (to your call).
"So go forth, both of you, to Fir'aun, and say: 'We have been sent by the Lord and Cherisher of the Worlds;
"`Send thou with us the Children of Israel.'"
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(Fir'aun) said: "Did we not cherish thee as a child among us, and didst thou not stay in our midst many years of thy life?
"And thou didst, a deed of thine which (thou knowest) thou didst, and thou art an ungrateful (wretch)!"
Musa said: "I did it then, when I was in error.
"So I fled from you (all) when I feared you; but My Lord has (since) invested me with judgment (and wisdom) and appointed me as one of the Messengers.
"And this is the favour with which thou dost reproach me, that you hast enslaved the Children of Israel!"
Fir'aun said: "And what is the 'Lord and Cherisher of the worlds'?"
(Musa) said: "The Lord and Cherisher of the heavens and the earth, and all between, if ye want to be quite sure."
(Fir'aun) said to those around: "Do ye not listen (to what he says)?"
(Musa) said: "Your Lord and the Lord of your fathers from the beginning!"
(Fir'aun) said: "Truly your messenger who has been sent to you is a veritable madman!"
(Musa) said: "Lord of the East and the West, and all between! If ye only had sense!"
(Fir'aun) said: "If thou dost put forward any god other than me, I will certainly put thee in prison!"
(Musa) said: "Even if I showed you something clear (and) convincing?"
(Fir'aun) said: "Show it then if thou tellest the truth!"
---------
So (Musa) threw his rod, and behold, it was a serpent, plain (for all to see)!
And he drew out his hand, and behold, it was white to all beholders!
(Fir'aun) said to the Chiefs around him: "This is indeed a sorcerer well-versed:
"His plan is to get you out of your land by his sorcery; then what is it ye counsel?"
They said: "Keep him and his brother in suspense (for a while), and dispatch to the Cities heralds to collect,
"And bring up to thee all (our) sorcerers well-versed."
So the sorcerers were got together for the appointment of a day well-known,
And the people were told: "Are ye (now) assembled?
"That we may follow the sorcerers (in religion) if they win?"
So when the sorcerers arrived, they said to Fir'aun: "Of course, shall we have a (suitable) reward if we win?"
He said: "Yea, (and more), for ye shall in that case be (raised to posts) nearest (to my person)."
Musa said to them: "Throw ye that which ye are about to throw!"
So they threw their ropes and their rods, and said: "By the might of Fir'aun, it is we who will certainly win!"
Then Musa threw his rod, when, behold, it straightway swallows up all the falsehoods which they fake!
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Then did the sorcerers fall down, prostrate in adoration,
Saying: "We believe in the Lord of the Worlds.
"The Lord of Musa and Harun."
Said (Fir'aun): "Believe ye in Him before I give you permission? Surely he is your leader, who has taught you sorcery! But soon shall ye know! "But sure I will cut off your hands and your feet on opposite sides, and I will cause you all to die on the cross!"
They said: "No matter! For us, we shall but return to our Lord!
"Only, our desire is that our Lord will forgive us our faults, that we may become foremost among the Believers!"
[Shu3ara2 10-51]
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Friday, May 2, 2008
Testi Tuesday
I made a deal with the butcher close by that every week he shall save me two Bull testicles. i just had some a few days ago,, yummy
tuesday is the day he gets the fresh meat. so every tuesday is androgenic anabolic time
if thats the case, i tried finding their nutritional value online but no use.. i guess i ll just have to treat them as a supplement ?
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you know how you sometimes feel emotionally indifferent like yr on the low, like a mini dose of heroin.
Yeah feel like that..
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What sux is I busted my left tendon that connects me triceps to the elbow. I guess I was pounding too much after seeing some guys go heavy.. He333,, now I cant train triceps for two weeks. I hate my self..
And I think I also ripped some internal fibers near my left sholder blade just bending over to spit toothpaste in the sink after brushing my teeth!. I HATE MYSELF NOOOO
I guess I can expand my leg size biceps and see how I can squeeze em pecs without using triceps..oh well more cardio to lose the fat I have not been taking care of !
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I think I ll start reading about steroids so by the time am 25 I know what am doing. I can already stick a needle in my butt am just that cool I know.
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I hate myself, I should have not gone heavy,, I need to punish myself for this one
Any suggested punishments?
tuesday is the day he gets the fresh meat. so every tuesday is androgenic anabolic time
if thats the case, i tried finding their nutritional value online but no use.. i guess i ll just have to treat them as a supplement ?
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you know how you sometimes feel emotionally indifferent like yr on the low, like a mini dose of heroin.
Yeah feel like that..
---
What sux is I busted my left tendon that connects me triceps to the elbow. I guess I was pounding too much after seeing some guys go heavy.. He333,, now I cant train triceps for two weeks. I hate my self..
And I think I also ripped some internal fibers near my left sholder blade just bending over to spit toothpaste in the sink after brushing my teeth!. I HATE MYSELF NOOOO
I guess I can expand my leg size biceps and see how I can squeeze em pecs without using triceps..oh well more cardio to lose the fat I have not been taking care of !
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I think I ll start reading about steroids so by the time am 25 I know what am doing. I can already stick a needle in my butt am just that cool I know.
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I hate myself, I should have not gone heavy,, I need to punish myself for this one
Any suggested punishments?
blah
ever had an inappropriate dream of another blogger ?
that you shouldnt say but very tempted to do so...
even though there is absolutly no point in saying it..
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went to the old magzanies place, to pick an issue of Flex ( bodybuilding stuff), turns they dont have any yet, they keep telling me come back later, which i i repeated doing several times. so i picked an issue of men's health,, its disgusting, its all about sex, living longer and making more money, typical kuffirstic tendancy. and has all this silly advice on how to have better relationships ..
one article was explaining to you, how you can become "dayooth" aka no honor and no shame and no protection over your women..
all the guys on the mag are sissy metrosexual small weasel fruit pant kiwis, and no wonder they are since a diet they recommended basically had no food. he3!
no more of that mag.
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that you shouldnt say but very tempted to do so...
even though there is absolutly no point in saying it..
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went to the old magzanies place, to pick an issue of Flex ( bodybuilding stuff), turns they dont have any yet, they keep telling me come back later, which i i repeated doing several times. so i picked an issue of men's health,, its disgusting, its all about sex, living longer and making more money, typical kuffirstic tendancy. and has all this silly advice on how to have better relationships ..
one article was explaining to you, how you can become "dayooth" aka no honor and no shame and no protection over your women..
all the guys on the mag are sissy metrosexual small weasel fruit pant kiwis, and no wonder they are since a diet they recommended basically had no food. he3!
no more of that mag.
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