Special Moments..With..

I remember... the first time I had let a few tears, being touched by something that made mereminded of Allah.. it was special.. I had very little knowledge and I didnt know what to make of it..

Yet a few months later.. I remember the first time I had let my tears down.. listning to Quran.. the first time I had ever heard those verses... I had never before then had read all the Quran nor hear it recited before me.. it was like I never heard this book in truth.

yet again... I remember the first time I had really wept being reminded of Allah, not from prayer beacuse I had wept in prayer before that. I wept being reminded of Allah and the hearafter and the duty we ought to keep to Allah.. and the pathetic things in this dunya we often prefer over Allah, and his reward and the everlasting life.

I remember we had gathered at one of the brothers house for the sake of Allah.. to listen to something that may soften our hearts and remind us of the hearafter and raise the ranks of our thurst for deen.. it was said by a brother from our university, mashaAllah spoke english well was "cool" and yet he was so pious and knowledgable, he had memorised the Quran and hadeeth and was just a recent graduate.

I dont remember anything he said now.. but we later ate and had a nice time...
on the way home, though I took a ride with 4 or 5 brothers, I was at the back seat next to the left window if my memory doesnt decive me.. and the bro driving had turned on a audio lecture.. they later started talking shortly after it was turned on ignoring whats being said, and at one point a bro was even mocking the way the sheikh said a sentance.. I had nothing to say I was deeply touched quiet and weeping as they were unaware of my doing,, I kept listning.. and the same real story that touched me is what is bellow.......